What motivated you to start your journey as a singer-songwriter in indie pop and alternative music?
Music has always been a part of my life, and singing was something I connected with from a very young age. As I grew older, I realized that songwriting allowed me to express emotions and experiences that were difficult to put into words otherwise. What drew me to indie pop and alternative music was the freedom it offers—there are no strict boundaries, and artists can be completely honest and authentic with their sound. I was inspired by artists who blend meaningful storytelling with modern, melodic production, and that encouraged me to create music that feels personal yet relatable. My journey as a singer-songwriter started from a desire to turn my thoughts, emotions, and life experiences into songs that people could connect with. Every song I write is an attempt to tell a story, create a feeling, and remind listeners that they are not alone in what they are going through.
Can you recall the first song you ever wrote? What was it about?
The first song I ever wrote was called 'Jaane Kyun.' I wrote it while sitting on the last bench of my classroom during a Geography lecture when I was in 12th grade. Instead of paying attention to the lesson, I found myself writing down thoughts and emotions that had been on my mind for a long time. The song was about a kind of love that's difficult to explain—a deep connection with someone where you don't really know why you're drawn to them, but you are. It's about loving someone so deeply that they become a part of everything around you. You want them in your dreams, in your melodies, and even in the way your name is spoken. The song explored that feeling of being completely consumed by someone's presence and wondering, 'Why do I feel this way about this person?' I never officially released 'Jaane Kyun,' but it remains very special to me because it was the song that started my journey as a songwriter.
How has your songwriting evolved since you started?
My songwriting has evolved naturally alongside my life. In the beginning, I used to write whatever I was feeling in the moment, and in many ways, that's still true today. The biggest difference is that I've become better at turning those emotions into stories and songs that other people can connect with. Every song I write comes from real events and experiences in my life. Whether it's sadness, love, happiness, longing, or even moments of confusion, I use those emotions as fuel for my songwriting. For me, it was never about sitting down and deciding to write a song. It has always been about expressing something I feel deeply inside. I'm not a very expressive person in everyday life. I often find it difficult to put my emotions into words when talking to people. Music became the place where I could be completely honest with myself. My songs are where I express the feelings I don't always say out loud. Every lyric carries a piece of my experiences, thoughts, and emotions, which is why songwriting feels so personal to me. As I've grown as an artist, I've learned how to shape those emotions into stronger melodies and stories, but the core of my songwriting remains the same—writing from a place of truth and turning life's experiences into music.
What is your creative process like from idea to finished song?
My creative process usually starts with an emotion, a life experience, or sometimes even a scenario that I create in my mind. A lot of my songs come from things I've personally lived through, but I also find inspiration by observing people, listening to their stories, and imagining how certain situations might feel if I were experiencing them myself. One thing that surprises people is how quickly I write. Most of my songs are written within 15 to 30 minutes, often including the final changes. When an idea connects with me emotionally, the lyrics and melodies tend to flow naturally. I don't like to overthink the process because I feel that the first emotion is often the most honest one. Sometimes a single conversation, a memory, or a phase of my life spark an entire song. Other times, I'll imagine a story in my head and write from the perspective of someone living through that moment. Whether the inspiration comes from my own experiences or from observing the world around me, I always try to write in a way that feels genuine and emotionally real. For me, songwriting isn't about chasing the perfect lyric—it's about capturing a feeling before it disappears. If a song can make me feel something when I listen back to it, then I know I've done my job as a songwriter.
Tell us about the photo you shared of your first major stage performance. What was that experience like?
This photo captures one of the most memorable moments of my journey as an artist—my first major stage performance in front of nearly 7,000–8,000 people. I still remember how nervous I was before stepping onto the stage. Seeing such a massive crowd was overwhelming, and there was a moment when the reality of performing in front of thousands of people really hit me. At the same time, it was incredibly exciting. Once the performance began, that nervousness slowly turned into confidence and pure joy. It was a moment where years of practice, passion, and dedication to music felt like they were coming together. The energy from the audience was unforgettable and made me realize how powerful live music can be. This photo means a lot to me because it represents growth, courage, and the beginning of my journey as a performer. It reminds me that stepping outside of your comfort zone often leads to the most rewarding experiences. Every time I look at it, I remember the butterflies before stepping on stage, the energy of the crowd, and the incredible feeling of performing in front of thousands of people for the first time.
What stage is your demo 'Premrog' in, and what are your plans for it?
'Premrog' is currently in the demo stage. The songwriting and melody are complete, and I'm now working on shaping the production and overall sound of the track. While my music has always been rooted in emotional storytelling, 'Premrog' explores a blend of indie pop and rock influences, giving it a bigger and more energetic sound. The song revolves around the idea of love becoming so intense that it starts to feel like a 'rog'—something that stays with you, consumes your thoughts, and becomes impossible to ignore. Like most of my songs, it draws inspiration from real emotions and experiences. My plan is to continue developing the production while making sure the raw emotion of the original demo remains intact. I'm really excited about 'Premrog' because it represents a new chapter in my sound, combining heartfelt songwriting with indie pop-rock energy, and I hope to release it in the near future.
What story does your songwriting notebook tell about your creative process?
This notebook is where my ideas become songs. Whenever a lyric, melody, or emotion comes to mind, I write it down before the moment passes. Most of my songs start on these pages, often as a single line or thought that eventually grows into a complete track. Looking at this notebook, you can see my creative process in its rawest form. There are unfinished ideas, crossed-out lyrics, sudden inspirations, and moments of clarity scattered throughout its pages. It isn't organized or perfect, but that's what makes it special—it captures my thoughts exactly as they happen. Since I'm not a very expressive person in everyday life, this notebook has become a place where I can freely express my emotions. Every page tells a different story, and together they document my growth as a songwriter and artist.
How does the album artwork you shared influence your own visual style?
This artwork influences my visual style because it shows how powerful simplicity and symbolism can be. Instead of relying on a complex scene, it uses elements like roses, barbed wire, color, and composition to communicate emotions such as love, vulnerability, longing, and pain. That balance between beauty and emotional depth is something I find very inspiring. As someone who works in both music and visual arts, I try to create visuals that feel like an extension of the music rather than just promotional material. This artwork reminds me to focus on mood, storytelling, and emotion when designing cover art, posters, or visual content for my songs. I am particularly drawn to its dreamy color palette and the way it combines romantic imagery with darker emotional themes. It inspires me to create visuals that feel cinematic, emotionally honest, and meaningful—artwork that tells a story even before someone presses play on the song.
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